I was so struggled when the pastor asked us to empty everything in my life. I was proud of some things in my life. I knew it was not a kidding at that moment! It was not just a prayer after that i forgot everything! It was a serious moment & i was going to make a decision & choice. Who is my greatest reward? Is God or my vision, qualification, dreams or desires? My heart hurt... You are hard to imagine why could such a prayer made me struggled & afraid.. I knew once i made the prayer, i have to lay my love one, everything before the altar....... I told myself that if I couldn't keep my promise, it was better I didn't make the prayer as the pastor said. I still have time to regret! Struggling...feeling pain... crying......It was not easy! I still thinking about the number of my students at that moment! Anyway, I knew, for so many many months ago, I have already learned the lesson of obeying, letting God to be God and humble. Even though I refused to give my love to HIM months ago!! Now is the time to accept a new & tough challenge with an obedience heart. I have no time & no energy to act against God. HE is my greatest satisfaction!
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