<body> My precious one...: April 2009 <body>
Monday, April 27, 2009

A terrible blow

A friend of mine contacted me recently. He was my secondary classmate. I almost forgot his name, but he looks similar. I have a burden to ask him to the church. I want each of my friend experience the peace and joy that Im experiencing now. But he showed a bit reluctant and felt disappointed on me as I always ask for another thing. Well, he would just want to have a cup of tea. Quite a disappointed that I mean well. Anyway, may God bless him & i do treasure the friendship so much...

Then, something happened today... It was quite sudden that all of them left me today. One of them cried. It was written in his book "Bye, I'll be back." My tears gushed out. Shall I keep my promise to wait here? Who can give me favor? Do u know my feeling now??

These are the terrible blow to me!!

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Sunday, April 26, 2009

Please hold on me tightly...

I asked God recently what to do, what should do, what will happen, and how to do? These are the questions that i once asked few months ago. As the time passing, and there is nothing happen. No, i should have confident that something is going to happen. This is what we call "Faith". Seem everything is beyond my control. I should not have to be shock or surprise since this is not the 1st time they go beyond my control. I shall just have to wait and see; there's nothing i can do at the moment.
He told me this morning to wait. I have already lost my energy and patience in waiting while everything showing negative signs... I hate this kind of situation. Although I'm quick of wit and eloquent, I have nothing to say and even couldn't express myself now. I was put in a great quandary.
Feeling pain in my spinal ... Tq for the concern & love. . . well, how I wish for my wish will come true. . . . I'm waiting...

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Sunday, April 19, 2009

Coward? Courage?

I was a curious person before. I wish to know everything even though it is bad news. I was rather to feel afraid, sad, or disappointed after listening the news rather than i didnt know anything. I don't know since when i have become a coward. A coward that i don't want to know what my students' comments, i choose to not take a look on the paper that was placed on the table. I dare not to know about what is the person doing... Network seems to be a wonderful way to know the news of friends.... but it seems so scare & ungly to me! It is a place that people can talk, do something without boundaries! I hate it! It makes me a coward! Maybe this is what i deserve as i trust people so much but didn't follow His leading. I even lost my direction , where to go, what to do... what i wish the most now is that nothing bad happen on me.... i am not willing to believe that people can behave that way. Pls, dont force me to believe such an imperfection....... Im afraid...

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错误。绝望。希望

前几天我无意间从汽车MP3听到这一首诗歌，歌词内容是这样的：
“。。。。。。。有你陪我走明天的路
彷徨无助，挣扎痛苦，你比谁都清楚
让我拥有信心走向永生的路
有时候，绝望是一条路，你明白我内心无助
有时候，错误是另一条路，让我能深深的觉悟
唯有你是我真正的祝福，唯有你是我最大的满足
依靠你才有明天的路，得着你生命丰丰富富。。。。
耶稣说我就是道路，我就是真理和生命
若不藉着我，没有人能到父那里去，没有人能到父那里去。。。”
在许多辛苦挣扎的时候，感谢主，有这些诗歌给我力量，有一天，当我在房里敬拜神的时候，我才真正知道，原来我做错了，我祈求他的赦免，同时我经历到他的赦免和医治。感谢主，当我没有能力走下去的时候，他的手一直紧紧不放开我。即使在挣扎。抓着的过程中，他在我的手臂留下深深的烙印，我知道，那是上帝爱我的证明。神的旨意不会把你带到连他的恩典都没有办法保护到你的地方。感谢耶稣！

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Sunday, April 12, 2009

A Glance & Concern

People nowadays have made a common mistake. They tend to do someting that ought not to do. They do not do things which ought to do. A concern & a greeting will bring a regretless life. Don't hesitate to show your concren instead of stealing a glance at the corner.......Your face mirrored your concern. Why would you rather to take a look from behind? Are you tired to look on a distance? James Merritt wrote: Love in your heart wasn't put there to stay; Love isn't love till you give it away. You will not here if there is no one to love.... Just put it in action that you will gain the respect of others. There is no failure here, because once you tell somebody, then you have already succeeded. . .

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Monday, April 6, 2009

擦肩而过

每一天，我们和不同的人擦身而过，有些是认识的，有些则是萍水相逢。。。不同的人，不同的地点和时间，都带给我很多的反思。。在路上， 在办公室，在楼梯。。有句很老土的话却也是最真实的：原来，最遥远的距离是两个人走的靠近，但是心却飘远了。 。 。 认识不认识又有什么差别？亲密和疏远又有何干呢？如果我们都愿意放下自我，擦肩而过的际遇就会带来转变在你的生命当中。。。这是我深深期望的。一句问候，一次关心就会带来没有后悔的人生。。。

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Saturday, April 4, 2009

不同的感觉

人很奇怪。总是喜欢把自己的一套套在别人身上。都那么久了，你还带着那一套来。与其说是你的看见，倒不如说是你要説服人。富丽堂皇的借口是不能帮助撇清楚所有的思绪的。只有当一个人愿意的时候，你的唇舌才不会白费。你所说的这些选择，这些决定，哪个才是应该做的，哪个才是对的。我要不要听你的？。。。真正的关心，是不加上压力，却又像微风般让人舒服。龙卷风的威力是很大的。虽然让人印象深刻但却不带来任何的好处。被肆虐的地方处处留下了它的痕迹。它有勇气开始，却没勇气收拾残局！！宁愿处在只有微风的地方，永远也不要有机会经历它带来的破坏。你知道吗，有人提出继续升学，有人提供课程栽培，有人希望我留下，还有人希望好好扩展学校，还有课程编排。 。 好累，手上的宣传，翻译，每日的程序。。几时才能做得完。。如果没有他这一路上的支持陪伴，和鼓励安慰，像微风般徐徐吹来，我想我没办法继续坚持下去。。今天是三号了，总算可以光明正大发表对他的感激和。。。我想，龙卷风始终都不会了解微风所带来那股让人振奋的新感觉。。。

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