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Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Awesome Fear of God

http://youtu.be/q2pMoCV_EwQ

It set me free .......
God never takes something from someone without enriching the person. 5 loaves and 2 fish is the best illustration. When Jesus shut the door, it will bring glory to God too!
Keep shining irregardless of what people say because the 1st sign of WISDOM is when you begin to cherish the presence of God.
When HE opens the door, it always brings healing, provision and deliverance and when HE shut the door, it is always for my good!
REMEMBER : Fear is a LIAR! The only fear that God wants us to have is the awesome fear of God!
We can't entertain stress, fear for even one minute, it will destroy our health, relationship and...
God wants us to see good days not bad day!
It has been, and is still is, a trying time for me. But I thank God I can seek refuge in Him.

At all times I will bless Him
His praise will be in my mouth
My soul makes its boast in the Lord
The humble man will hear of Him
The afflicted will be glad
And join with me to magnify the Lord

Chorus
Let Us Exalt His Name Together, Forever
I sought the Lord, He heard me
And delivered me from my fears.
Let us exalt His name together, forever

O sing His praises magnify the Lord

The angel of the Lord encamps
Round those who fear His name
To save them and deliver them from harm
Though lions roar with hunger
We lack for no good thing
No wonder then we praise Him with our song

Come children now and hear Him
If you would see long life
Just keep your mouth from wickedness and lies
Do good and turn from evil
Seek peace instead of strife
LOVE RIGHTEOUSNESS AND GOD WILL HEAR YOUR CRY

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Thursday, December 22, 2011

感恩。。。

这个假期，病了1个星期，忙碌了2个星期，剩下的一个星期，还要不停的赶课程。。。在教会忙了一整天，头好痛！回到家收到了学生的信息，不敢相信，杀那间我好想哭！带着他们4年，终于等到了这一天。很感恩，因为当初的第一份工作，我找到了我的兴趣；因为兴趣，我经历了满足感，也经历了失望，沮丧，担心，破碎。。。也因着这些，我了解到 - 我的上帝，把教导的恩赐给我，我把自己献上，成为知识，福音的出口。纵然有再多的赞赏，从年头开始，我已经学习把荣耀都归给祂了！

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Monday, November 21, 2011

你不知道。。

成绩放榜的季节，小六的，接着将是PMR的。。。收到你们的信息，最让我想哭的还是你的。感受到你的喜悦&感激。谢谢你们第二时间通知我^^。上帝总是适时给予安慰鼓励。走在夜市收到的肯定，新学生家长们的称赞，家长同事的劝说。。。有人说，你喜欢这个环境，一份工作，那是因为在那里你得到大家的肯定。。但是你们不知道的事，今年的辛苦，挣扎，流的眼泪，也是因为这个地方。不会因为得到认同而留在那，也不会因为得到肯定而离开那。留在那，不只是因为这些赞赏罢了，还有你们所不知道的。。。。

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Tuesday, November 1, 2011

这一片稻田。。。

的却，好久没有来这里了。时间过得很快，今年来到尾声，算一算，执教7年多，没有7年之痒。看见上帝在身上这7年的工作，虽然还不是很完美的器皿，感恩的是听见家长学生一些好的评语。虽然不是每个人都给予好的评价，虽然总会有让人误解的时候，虽然有时候总有人不明白你的用心，虽然会有人不明白责备人背后的用意。。。但是，自从踏入教育行业的那一天起，我就带着不变的愿望：就是要看见这许许多多的学生，带上4方帽，怀着崇高的理想，带着高尚的品格去过人生的每个阶段。。。我想，他们暂时的不明白，暂时的不谅解，上帝总会弥补安慰，至少，在今年里，家长们，毕业班的学生们，已经出外做工成为打工一族的，我感受到他们的感激，珍惜。。感谢神让我坚信这一路的努力用心没有白费。。。

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Thursday, June 2, 2011

荣耀归给袮

今天 Ms Ng接到家长打来的电话，说是朋友介绍的，要给孩子找个一对一的老师。
听见他的称赞，Ms Ng有史以来第一次说谢谢，因为被教导说要大方接受别人的称赞谈了一会儿，得知他的期待，是不怎么合理，却也用心良苦。
几番推辞后，答应帮他找个好的老师。家人问，为什么不接下来。
想想看也对，这几年来，推辞了好多类似的例子，是没时间，也因为忠心于一个地方
但是眼看周围的局势。。。
无论如何，在车上前往公司的途中，已经把最大的荣耀都归给上帝了！
谢谢袮！

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Wednesday, June 1, 2011

美丽的果实

把一层层变黑了的，发臭的皮剥下
把一个个小小的污点用刀割去
把一小部分腐烂了的部分切下
剩下的只剩下一点点了
重新生长继续成长
有一天这一丁点儿
要变成美丽的果实
自己看了满意旁人看了喜欢

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Monday, May 30, 2011

理想vs现实

半年前，得知她半工半读硕士课程虽然现在的工作令她满意吧。
但人需要进步。
下定决心，上网找课程。眼花缭乱！
耽搁了下来。直到上个星期日，再次遇见她。
关心下她的学习状况，也顺便关心下自己的。
感谢她的协助。乘着这个假期，继续寻找。
神啊！求你带领。。。
一个相关的课程，一个适合的时间，不为别的，只为兴趣和梦想。。。
也为了袮。。从未为袮做过这件事.
从未停止梦想过。。。
是固执。她说，固执（刚强）的人最容易渡过难关
这固执是好的。。希望。。
另个帮助，他说，如果有一天，他做了那个决定，那一定是下了很大的勇气。
这就是至到现在他还没决定的原因吧。。。
自己也是一样。。怎么放得下。。。

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暴风雨过后

暴风雨来临前，如果来点征兆，可能就不至于让人措手不及。。暴风雨可不是祂带来的。。。祂爱的人类啊，为什么听到祂多么爱他，就哭个不停。。。的确，当所有一切被拉下，瓦解时，这个事实多么安慰人。。人需要好好哭一场，但是很久了都挤不出眼泪。。没有期待，没有等待，一场暴风雨，就让人类痛哭了一场。痛快！他这样安慰自己。带上行李，逃进车子，漫无目的的绕着被肆虐的城市。40分钟的车程，脑海里想到的尽是暴风雨前的繁荣。这时，支援终于在2个小时后送到。好像深海上的浮木，他找到了一个安歇处。在那里，他对浮木呢喃着，浮木说是上帝的带领，人类相信。。聊了许久，毕竟，浮木比人类更熟悉在海上漂浮的感觉。整个身体终于垮了下来，无力地躺在那，几天下来的感觉非常不好受。。但是，人类连爬起来呼喊的勇气也没有。失去了斗志，生命力。。。没有勇气，没有能力，不确定，不想骗自己。。。

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Sunday, January 3, 2010

恩典之路

已经很多年没有休息日了。去年真的累了，很多时候动不动就想哭；我不得不开始为着今年的动向计划着。才一踏入2010年，压力接从而来。我不是已经预备好自己了吗？不是已经准备好了吗？我想我应该知道吧，还不是时候做决定。我想，他知道我已经预备好了。我的回应是：求你牵着我的手走在这一条恩典之路。当我不愿意时，求你站在一旁等我，开口唤醒我，我会赶上来的！你爱，你手，紧紧将我抓住。。。。

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Friday, January 1, 2010

新年的感恩！

你的作为让我愣了好久！也预备了我时时做好准备。完全出乎预算&意料，它就发生了！感谢神！这件事你都为我成就了，还有什么是难得倒你的！虽然同时也收到坏消息，我也学会了不是每件发生在我身上的事可以让我不知所措！好感动，在新的一年新的一天，收到你们的关心，我感受到了！我会努力，也会珍惜那些关心我的人。我只求你更清楚让我知道你曾告诉我的，也帮助我踏出那一步去开始！期待你的工作&作为在我的身上！！

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Thursday, December 31, 2009

为着2009年，感谢天父。。。

来到了2009的尾声。。。好快，我就这样度过了一整年！除了感恩，还是感恩。我以为那些压力，挫折会把我压垮，的确，我被重重击垮，倒下了，也因为那股力量扶持着我，我又重重的弹了起来！有人问我是怎么做到的，我回答了，他鸦雀无声。如果让我选择，我不会选择这一路的艰辛；如果让我看到背后的教训，功课，我想，这一路上的辛苦，就是为了成就这一刻！我不在意如何跌跌撞撞，我只祈求在不同的阶段，祂让我经历更多！感谢一些属灵长者，在灵命上，工作上给的责骂，劝告，帮组和支持。。。好开心能够在工作上遇见你们！这一年的经历，说也说不完，如果你问我，我还是无法控制眼泪不让它流下，但是那不是自艾自怜的眼泪，而是感恩的眼泪！因为，再固执的我，祂也做到了！！那些祂曾给过我的，我所不明白的，还没发生的，我会一路上带着，因为会有需要我帮助的人；我也知道，在某一天，祂会揭开这一路的迷。。。我想对祂说的：“天父，你的双手怎样扶持我，照样，我的双手也要这样扶持自己和别人！"

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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Thanksgiving...

I was shocked that things can be settled this way... Well, I am really happy now as I experienced something exciting.... Many people passing and knocked on the door .... yet no one is qualified to stay.... I did touched too, and thankful too.... for your effort was not waste as it left an impression in my heart....... I do hope that something new is going to happen..... and it is not a wood anymore.....

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Sunday, September 27, 2009

Helpless...

It takes years to build a person, but it takes days to destroy. You mourn the destruction of a well-loved person. The level of destruction is beyond wat you can imagine.. It may be due to a situation of great difficulty or perplexity, or helpless... or it just a situation where the one not saving oneself....

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Feeling pain...

I thought I have already done the " operation " and it would no longer in pain. Who knows, when I saw it today, i still feeling cry and actually it was in pain... i still couldn't believe that it was gone for it had followed me for years... It was a bad decision I have made which ended up in pain now... Pulling it out and feeling pain; Retaining it and suffering..... Is tis a good decision? Then pls let it go.....Such a cruel thing ...

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Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Im grateful to have a group of friends & students who love me so much... My best friends, C & C, u know who I mentioned about...Tq for thinking ideas to make me happy... Tq, my dear students even though I missed the two cakes.... Tq for my colleagues, I was feeling that I was held in affection... And u too... who cheers me up... All is understood, and no words are necessary... Its good to have u......

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Sunday, August 9, 2009

With a thankful Heart...

So sorry.....for I dont mean to hurt u... I will start learning to treasure...

The disaster in Japan reminds me something. Nothing is perfect but u still can find wonderful thing in the imperfection.

A couple hugged and sat on the railroad, waiting to die!! They hv succeeded! But it caused a shock & frigtened on others... I am really Tq God that nothing is impossible in HIm! He is always there for help! We as Christian will not come to such a situation to commit suicide becos a pair of hands r holding tightly on us! Unless u like to hit ur head against the wall or u like to walk round & round in the desert & find no way out! Actually it is not no way out, but u porposely missed the door of opportunity!

I should be thankful becos I hv the best things & person in my life right now!

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Sunday, July 19, 2009

Looking for.......

You have nothing to pursue & achieve when someone & something have occupied a seat in your life. You will be looking forward to a higher level as you know the level now is not able to give you satisfaction... As nothing is too late or too early, so is it now is the time...You were surprised asking that why taking photo... I kept dropping hints but you still didn't twig... It must be an adventurous & amazing journey as something is waiting there... The sweet memories are going to be continued soon...

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Thursday, July 16, 2009

Im coming...

That is my another home... A place that I dream of... I have sweet memories there... A place where I could live happily... I wish I could fly to u ... Just waiting for me there, and Im coming soon...

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